almost time for the new year :)

So it's been over a month since i was last on here and since then some really awesome things have happened. We finally moved into our house yay. no more noisy, loud neighbors that complain about everything. and from a small two bedroom apartment to a wonderful 4 bedroom house with a garage and a nice backyard with no one behind us. :) The boys love the space and their own rooms. We were able to have thanksgiving and Christmas in our house and that was such a treat. We got a second puppy named Gracie she is our 8 month old great dane puppy. huge yes, but she is amazing, the kids love her and my hubby and i love her and Bella our JRT loves her. She tends to think that she is a lap dog 90% of the time and she's def not a light dog. 70 lbs of muscle omg she's heavy lol. I met and made a great new friend. She lives across the street but it's nice to have a friend out here. We are far away from the city. well about an hour away from downtown san diego but that's ok it's country and there are mountains and a beautiful lake and most of all it's so quiet and there is little to no crime out here. Although it does get cold. burrrr. but hey I come from wyoming so this really isn't anything. we finally got a washer and dryer yay, no more running to the laundry mat that is 30 min away. Well it's almost the new year and that means 3 more months and then I'll be able to have the lapband done yay, can't believe that i am already 3 months into the process. excited and yet nervous. but I can't wait till I'll have more energy to play with the kids, and to have a better chance on landing a job that I wont be so tired from. :) things to look forward to in the new year that's for sure. well that's all for now hope everyone has a wonderful and safe new years :) Till next time

Time to move forward

Hey all,
So it's been a few weeks since I've been on here. Things have semi cooled down and yet things are just heating up. This week we are finally closing on our new house...yay, and just adopted our new addition, Gracie, who is a 6 month old great dane. She is an amazingly calm puppy, big but very calm. I fell in love with her when i first saw her picture. Our currently puppy, bella, had a blast playing with her for the first time. Currently having the same problems with our neighbors here at the apartment. they still complain every day about us having the baby gate up. It's funny when the land lord won't pick up their calls bc they complain so much. they are just stupid and am so glad that we will be out of here by this coming weekend. so as of now just relaxing at home watching a random episode of CSI Miami and waiting for my plants to ripen on frontireville on facebook..lol I know my evening hours are so lame. should really be packing some more seeing as there is so much going on it's sad. Well that's it for now. Until next time.

another late night

Well my computer still seems to work for the time being. Aj leftover dribbles of rootbeer float on my key board on my laptop. only made a few keys a little sticky. the backspace button and a few number keys. other then that it's all good. Halloween is creeping around the corner and I have still yet to get the kids their costumes,and Cayden's bday is only a few days away. We are having a small get together with a few ppl. well the ones that are still in san diego. My buddy downstairs moved out and back out east. And all my buddies are still in wy. but that's ok. all he seems to care about is his birthday cake. silly kid. will see how well my cake baking skills go :P. I love to bake but it's going to be a bit difficult this year. Our house is a mess because we are packing to move. I am one of those people that goes through everything before it gets packed so I can get rid of some things that the kids have out grown, broken or don't use and stuff that we don't need anymore. We are moving right along with the house buying process. I am glad that we are staying in San Diego. It is great here. We are moving about an hours drive east of the city, but it has its perks. The town is a smaller one, and when I say small i mean if you sneeze you will of driven through it already. the beach is only an hour away, city life is an hour away yet it is so quiet out there, and it's out of the smog layer of the city, I can breathe so much better out there. Only bad thing is we will have to worry about fires, the 2007 san diego wild fires came close to the town that we were at and was evacuated for safty reasons. But that is why there is homeowners insurance. So knock on wood our house never burns down so we wont have to worry about rebuilding. But we are happy to be moving into a solid house and not having to worry about neighbors sharing walls and complaining of us being loud. which is what we are dealing with now. the neighbors that we have now think that they can step in and parent my kids when they want, and it drives me nuts. Kinda feels like having my parents living right next door somedays. it sucks...a lot. well i think that I'm going to sign out for the night. have to pack and clean somemore tomorrow and send out escrow payment in the morning. Almost time to close a chapter in my life and start writing a new onen. :-) night all.

Been a while

ll it's been a while since I last wrote on here so I figured that it is time for an update. :) In a few days it will be Cayden's 4th bday. crazy that he is 4 already, time sure does go by fast. We are finally getting out of the small apartment living and moving into a house. Not to rent but to buy. :) super happy dance. We have been going through pretty much hell the last week or so with the =]' lkm\complex the cops and cps. yup i said it cps all bc the boys decided to pop the screen out of the bedroom window and throw toys out it. mean really. yeah that's the result of too nosy ppl. whatever we are leaving so i could really care less. Aj has just spilled whatever was left of a rootbeer float on my keys and they are now sticky but apparently the computer still works for now. anywho, so that's about it packing and cleaning, well trying to anyway I get so distracted with packing and then i have to handle the kids. cayden would rather watch cartoons more then anything, but aj likes to get into things ever since he was able to move the chair around and climb on it. as i type this he is scooting the chair across the floor. he is a smart little boy that's for sure. well i guess I'd better find the will to do some laundry. I'd rather have all clean clothes when we move into the house then a butt ton of dirty stuff. Until then. stay cool my readers.

Awww relaxation

Hey all, I know it's been a few days since I last wrote to say what's going on. well to tell you the truth I sleep a lot during the day. Only because Cayden has recently turned back into an infant...you laugh but it's true. He goes to sleep at 10pm although i try for 8:30pm but he fights it for almost two hours. Then when 3:30am rolls aorund he is awake like it's the morning time, and wont go back to sleep until 6 or so. It's frusterating because when am I supposed to sleep? The kid is wired all the time. I just don't have the energy to keep up with him. Anyway Weds the 23rd was my 23rd bday yay me. Was kinda boring, went bought my beautiful Hookha and then drove to Dave and buster's had dinner..alone mind you and then played games...once again alone for 2 hours or so. But it was really nice to have some me time away from the boys. Babysitters are the best :). The next day went to ralphs and asked for some empty boxes to help start the packing/getting rid of stage. fun fun. was only able to fit about 3 banana boxes in my car. I have so much crap in there..joys of having kids hehe. But today was pretty amazing. went down to seaport village with a good friend of mine and there were all these vendors out and what not. We walked around and saw most of them while we waited to have our names drawn it's pretty awesome pic by the way. Went and got it framed later during the day. and I got to have a parrot on my shoulder for a little bit it was awesome, kinda tickled. then went off to Outback for some dinner. Couldn't believe my friend had never been to one so i suggested that we go try it out. yum yum yum that's for sure. Drove by the potential new place later on. i've never seen the place at night time or the surrounding area so i figured it would be a good time to check it out. The street/culdasac is really crowed and narrow and there are a lot of carson it but for the most part it was still really quiet out. Which made me glad. after all that I came back home to the crazy kids and it was off to bed time for them. now i'm relaxing feet up and all just doing some research for a possible surgical procedure that I'm considering having done. Just trying to figure out if Tricare is going to be able to pay for it. I guess I wont know until the prior authorization thing goes through when I have my consultation. I'm not going to lie im going to be hella nervous and scarred all in one but I figure that it will help me to get healthy again and that is the only thing that I really care about. Mean looking better is always a plus. Being pregnant was great and all and i love being a mommy but the fact as to what happened to my body afterwards SUCKS. streched skin so far that it's not going to go back, stretch marks up the wazoo, weight gain that doesn't seem to want to come off to save my life, back pains due to extra skin, and not to mention horrible knee problems. So for all the ppl that I told I didn't want anything for my bday... What I really wanted was to have an abdomnioplasty done and start to look like my old self again minus stretchy skin. So am looking into that. well off to chill I'll be back soon.

Chillin like a villian

Hey folks,
So today went by fast was kinda suprised most days the day drags on and on not today. Hung out with a good friend of mine for a while maybe that's what it was. Ran around with the boys for while. Aj always finds a way to make me laugh these days. Besides the fact that he is so adorable, the boy has finally hit a growth spurt. He has figured out how to open the doors, i didn't think that he was getting to be that tall yet but boy i was wrong. So today i was ruff housing with cayden and it was kinda quiet and aj was nowhere to be found. I asked cayden "where is your brother?" and he told me "he's in the room". only thing was I didn't hear anything coming from the room. So i decided to go check up on him and i poked my head in the open door and looked around....no Aj....poked my head into my bedroom...no Aj....stuck my head back in the boy's room and said "AJ...where are you?" and i got nothing but silence. I noticed that the closet door was mostly shut all but a little opening near the back wall. So i opened the closet a little and looked in and there was AJ sitting in the darkest part of the closet playing with toys all by himself...it was the cutest thing cuz i've never seen him just go off and play by himself. Cayden is always taking toys away from him and making him cry by being a bully and then some. I think he noticed that Cayden was busy doing other things and took the advantage and went off to play. He is such a cutie. I love him so much. he's normally my little puppy dog, everywhere that i am. but i think he's finally coming out of his shell a little and finally playing a bit more. So am thinking of maybe going to Seaworld tomorrow, but we will see how things go. Cayden is FINALLY starting to get the idea of using the potty. had to break down and tell him he could have a suprise only and if he used the potty. I really think he is starting to catch on. YAY. So no accidents today I was so proud of him..he came and told me after everytime and i gave him huge hugs and so many kisses till he told me to stop lol. well I'm thinking about watching me a movie and relaxing. AM still hoping and praying that I hear something about this job at Rite Aid on mon or even Tues...mean wed would be good to because that would be the best birthday present to me :-) Well nite all will write again soon.

another day

Here it is 6:24pm in our house hold and the sounds of cayden and aj can be heard in their bedroom playing, along with the stuff in the dryer. Am just waiting for the stuff in the dryer to finish so we can get ready to head off to the gym. Well for all of you out there who know I'm still looking for work, and how I had my hopes up on a job a friend of mine was helping me on getting.Well folks it looks like once again my resume got pushed to the bottom of the pile. Sucks because I was hoping for my birthday was a job and at this moment seems highly unlikely. Kinda sad how you go to school to get certified in a certain area, actually get job experience, but when you take time moff to oh let's say, have a baby, and then try to go back into the work force ppl look at you and laugh. They want you to have current up to date knowlege. Oh well Am hoping for good things to come from the job I've applied for at Rite Aid in Hillcrest.

It's really kinda of quiet over here, besides the random car alarms going off and the fire trucks sirens screaming as they drive by at all hours of the day/night. Next month I'm going to go fill out an application for a new place to live, that's in a WAYYY smaller complex 6 units to be exact and it's a bigger place and well the best part it's $200 Cheaper. so got my fingers crossed on this one.

As a good portion of you know my hubby and I well, I think we've hit the bottom of our marriage, hints the moving thing. He's done somethings in our marriage that he's not proud of and I've done the same. Guess we are all tired of fighting and arguing that we figure that we will be better apart. It's hard to think of since well we've been together for 3 years but only married for 2. I hope that maybe one day the boys will understand. as for now Al is off on his ship for the next two months so i get the joy of yelling at the kids. I'm actually as bad as this sounds kinda of glad that Al leaves on the ship for a while. Well folks looks like the kids are starting to beat on each other so i must be off for now.Tootles